Monthly Archives: May 2016

Transport Me!

I think my favorite mode of transportation would be car. At least, if I’m the passenger. I only enjoy it because there’s something relaxing about sleeping on a car ride. I guess I like the sense of being able to sleep in one place and end up in another within a few minutes or hours.


Go Fund Me?

People have helped me a lot in this past year. Literally in the past week, people have donated almost $90 to me to help pay for my lost textbooks. Not only that, but I am constantly borrowing people’s clothes for performances and such. Also, I had a great group of friends help me perform my dance asking for prom. After that, people also bought cookies from my girlfriend and I so that we could pay for food in Disneyland. I greatly appreciate the help of people.

Impressioned Literature

  1. A Game of Thrones
  2. A Clash of Kings
  3. A Storm of Swords
  4. A Feast of Crows
  5. A Dance With Dragons

These books have impacted my enternainment time a lot.  I will remember the story they tell for a long time I may never forget.  I did not personally read these however they have definetly made their impression on me

3rd Person Hindsight

I am constantly being helped by other because they remind me of who I am.  When I see others make mistakes I try as hard as I can to not repeat them.  Most of my re enforcement comes from others messing up making me happy I did not do the same.  For example I have a large number of cousins and all of them have made many mistakes some of them come in the form of ink some in written text.  I also see the faults in many of my family members to help me strengthen myself.  I have seen through people like my father brother and many cousins what I would like to not accomplish.  

Peak Literature

Firework by Katy Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards

One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep

Six feet under screams

But no one seems to hear a thing


This would be my favorite verse of any song and any piece of literature across every realm of the word.


I’m not really sure what to talk about in this post. I guess I’ll talk about how excited and scared I am for the future. I know there are a lot of changes that are going to come, including being considered an adult and having to take care of myself. I’m both excited and scared to be entrusted with these responsibilities. I hope that I’ve learned enough over the last 12 years to be able to take care of myself and become a successful student and human being.

Favorite Poem

Dreams Deferred by Langston Hughes

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up

Like a raisin in the sun?

Or fester like a sore–

And then run?

Does it stink like rotten meat?

Or crust and sugar over–

like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags

like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

Current Events

One current event that’s been going on is the election campaigns. Donald Trump has become a very prominent candidate and that really worries me. Another current event would be the refugee crisis involving the Syrian refugees. It has really made me worried about the world we live in. Another current event would be the bomb threat that occurred right before spring break. It was kind of a wake up call for the walnut bubble and it was both eye opening and scary. Finally, there was the attacks in Paris that were all over the news. The fact that it was the only event publicized majorly made me question people a little bit and made me wonder why this was so big when the same thing happens daily in other places.

What Next?

For the next year, I hope to successfully complete my first year of college and be ahead on credits to transfer with. In four years, I hope to be at UCLA/UCI/UCSD studying psychology and getting my degree. I also hope to have created my own adult dance team, Team Aesthetics, with my friend Dylan. In ten years…well I’m not so sure. Maybe in ten years I’ll have a successful solid job and be directing/dancing on my team. Or maybe I’ll be in the process of writing some time of fantasy novel. I guess I’ll see when I get there.

A Letter Home

Dear Mom and Dad,

I apologize for not being the best student over the last few years and I’m sorry for causing so many problems at home. Over the next four years, I hope to prove to you that I am capable of taking of care of myself. I also hope to prove to you that I can be successful and make it into UCLA. I want you to know that I will work hard and get a high paying job in the future and take care of both of you when I’m rich. I promise to prove it.